Did you know that not only is it March, but that March is almost over and I’m just now posting my GROW Project for February.
Perhaps one of the things I need to work on this year is balancing my time.
However, better late than never.
The month of February was all about love.
This theme permeated my life last month and not only did I shower these wonderful boys with love, but I was able to get over my guilt at loving myself.
It has taken me a LONG time to come to terms with “me” who I am. I never realized until recently that you MUST love yourself otherwise others won’t love you in return. It’s a vibe a mojo that you exude when you love yourself. That inner confidence that makes others want to be with you.
Between the depression, eating disorders and abusive boyfriends, I never felt that I deserved to be loved. That’s for people who have it all together. Not me. I’m a mess.
However, after almost 40 years, I think it’s time to embrace the mess. To say “hell with it” I’m just me. The good the bad and the lovely. And you know what? I’ve let go of some insecurities. I’ll still have those days when loving myself is hard and I’ll pick everything apart, but overall love is blooming on the inside and once that happens…the flower of “me” will grow.
{Left to Right} E gave me his heart {made out of dried Play Doh}, the flowers of love are blooming just like me, My date night drink the Screaming Red Zombie, a cute couple on date night, fatherly snuggles, loving funny faces and crazy smiles.
>Loving the month of love 🙂 x x x x