Today I should have been having a hair day at Hartwood I had canceled early this week knowing it wouldn’t happen. However, when I did cancel I decided I’d just pay for it and tip my stylist. Trying to do my part to help small businesses. I’ll have a free haircut and color waiting for me in May. Instead of a hair appointment, I spent the day with this dude. We played a game of Battleship and LIFE, folded laundry and played Mario Kart (I totes suck)
There were tons of laughs, hugs, and high fives. I literally can’t remember the last time we hung out like that. No one melted down either (miracle)
While our evening plans went a bit haywire we all came together in the end because times like this call for unity.
Today’s lesson, remember the little moments for they make big memories. Also, stay off social media for a day it makes all the difference.
Today a bottle of shampoo made me cry. The stylist where I get my shampoo is closed. I commented on a post about needing shampoo and they responded that they could hook me up. We met at the salon and he delivered it to my car. As he refused to take payment I forced him to take and paid him double because we need to help small businesses.
I cried at his generosity and at the fact that this is our new normal.
Facebook has been moving at break neck speed and it’s been hard to keep up. I feel an extreme need to connect people and help in any way I can. Even if it’s just providing marketing advice.
A bright spot was when my sweet friend delivered pizza to my old co-workers at Melrose Meadows who are working hard to take care of our seniors.
The boys have been bickering A LOT and if I hear “can I play electronics” one more time I’m going to lose my mind.
Thankful for this dude who intervened and made them clean rooms and get their shit together so I could finish up work.
We ended the night playing the game of LIFE that included no TP shortages or quarantines.
Wash your hands, wear your mask, social distance, be kind to one another, and survive (physically and economically) to build a better world. ❤️
My foot presses the gas pedal as the car quickly accelerates. I’m going too fast as usual, because I’m rushing somewhere like usual. The stretch of street whizzes past me, deep green lawns manicured to perfection, tall majestic trees stretch their limbs over the road like arms. The occasional minivan sits idle in the driveway waiting for school pickup and a grocery run.
Around the next curve my foot slams on the brakes. “What the hell,” I shout, from checking off the To-Do list swimming in my head. The car in front of me, brake lights shining bright, has stopped in the middle of the road. No stop sign, no stoplight, no fellow car ahead to create this sudden halt to my rushing.
I’m about to lay on the horn when I see them. Off to my right is a buck looking across the street. It’s eyes intent, standing at attention, waiting. I follow his gaze and see her, a doe, running, leaping through the lanes of oncoming traffic. She quickly makes it to the other side, without incident and with grace like a ballet dancer. Once with her mate, she stays waiting.
That’s when I see it. A fawn, trying its darndest to follow in its mother’s footsteps. It starts strong, mimicking the same graceful running and leaping, but suddenly it falters. Losing its balance and stumbling. Its once graceful dance turning into a jumble of legs sprawled in the middle of the road. It reminds of the scene in Bambi when he steps onto the ice for the first time. Each leg spreading North, South, East, and West.
“Get up!” I scream. As I see cars coming toward it. They can’t see the fawn struggling. They can’t see the panic in its eyes. My hand is on the door handle ready to jump out of the car and rescue it from certain peril.
The fawn stumbles. Legs buckle. Falling again.
The fawn stumbles. Legs buckle. Falling again.
The fawn stumbles. Legs finally find their footing, and the deer is dancing and leaping again. It quickly reunites with its worried parents. Then in a blink, they were gone. Disappearing into the trees outstretched arms.
Slowly, the car in front of me begins accelerating. I follow. My rushing seems silly now. The moment of urgency blurred by the celebration of the fawn’s achievement.
My mind begins to wander and I started thinking about how we’ve all stumbled and fallen. How getting up can seem so freaking hard. Our feet just keep sliding out from under us no matter what we do. The ground seems precarious and it feels like at any moment we could be hurt or even killed (emotionally). Then just when we feel all hope is lost, our feet root into the ground and steady us. We move forward, running and leaping into the safety of shelter.
I’ve been that fawn both in the struggle and the success. It’s an emotional rollercoaster, I will never get used to, but I always survive. Obviously, because I’m here ready to take on another day.