Headache {Day 23}

Another day another horrible headache. I was awake most of the night and woke up a bit this morning only to go back to sleep around 10 and slept till noon. At which point I said screw it and took a mental health day.

I decorated cookies with a kid, helped a kid clean his room, chatted with a neighbor 6 feet apart outside, and took some “me” time while watching Ozark.

I’m praying these headaches are going to subside for a bit with the turn of the weather (fingers crossed)

I was supposed to have my “nose job” this month so these headaches would be gone forever. Unfortunately, a pandemic put that on hold. It’s going to be the first thing I’ll do once this is over after I get my hair done of course.

I’ve been mourning the things that have to rescheduled and postponed due to this 💩 show. My nose job, my This is My Brave Production, both boy’s birthdays, summer vacation, and more…

What events are you mourning?

Speaking of events, Easter is Sunday and we are going to make the most of it. And on Tuesday Edison turns 13 😮 I’m trying to find a creative way to celebrate 🎉

So, we close another day. Sending sweet dreams to you all without headaches or hot flashes.


Wash your hands, wear your mask, social distance, be kind to one another and survive (physically and economically) to build a better world. ❤️

Current Mood {Day 22}

Current mood – fuck this shit!

Ok sorry, I’ll try to be more positive.

I’m absolutely positively over this shit.

Ok, ok…here’s the deal I felt like crap today. A weather change combined with yard work gave me THE WORST sinus headache. Oh yeah and was coughing. 🙄 Having seasonal allergies during a pandemic isn’t cool.

It took me until almost 2 pm to start feeling better. I lost most of the day, and now at almost 9 pm, I’m wide awake. Gah….

It’s been a challenge to say the least.

Another challenge timing. Are you more productive in the morning or the evening?

I’m typically a morning person, but lately, that has changed. Between sleeping in and the kids needing more guidance with school work my mornings are no longer my own. I’m finding I really don’t start “working” until almost noon and then work till 5 or 6. I HATE IT. I can’t be creative, I’m always tired and I blah.

If anyone has suggestions I’m all ears.

“Tits up. Tomorrow is a new day. “


Wash your hands, wear your mask, social distance, be kind to one another and survive (physically and economically) to build a better world. ❤️

Dream a Little Nightmare {Day 21}

You know when you have a really vivid dream and you wake up completely disoriented and then depressed because it was all just a dream? Yeah, that was me today.

I had a dream that all this was a dream. That everything was normal again. Trust me when I tell you when that moment of realization hit me it was like a gut punch.

Because of this dumb dream my entire day was just off.

Sure I was productive-ish, cleaning up the yard. Six bins of leaves later I almost felt back to normal. .

A mid-afternoon break to chat with my show cast filled my cup even more. ❤️

But then I took a nap and haven’t felt right since. I attribute it to a missed thyroid dose. It hits me like a ton of bricks and my entire body is just exhausted.

It’s time to put a fork in this day because it’s done. 🍴


Wash your hands, wear your mask, social distance, be kind to one another and survive (physically and economically) to build a better world. ❤️